So, it is time after so much of resonances, musings, deliberations, complaints, grievances and what ever those are in vocabulary that I should stop all the talking and walk my talk. It should now be replaced to the walkie-talkie mode.
First, in understanding the Law of Space, I must now replace all those talking into walking. I am now replacing it into actions.
To start with, I will now migrate /replace my blog to a new site http://www.phoenixraiser.blogspot.com/
From now on there will be no more F-r-o-g-in-K-L, it is just my metaphor; which meant to be Katak di bawah Tempurung when I first started this blog more than 3 years ago. I am not a Katak, just that I felt that, I still have so much to learn.
If I want to improve things, I need to replace it. “move to the left, move to the left”
* Thanks Mona, you were right. I am wasting all my talents. I admit that I gave up a lot of opportunity, material stuff, dreams, goals, and so much that I had lost count of it. I was zonked & lost zing.
Sometimes a certain amount of resistance can be good
Kites rise against the wind not with it.
So long farewell…visit me at my new blog.
http://www.phoenixraiser.blogspot.com
cya
Friday, October 05, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Friday, September 28, 2007
home by michael buble
"Home"
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
And I�ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
�I�m fine baby, how are you?�
Well I would send them but I know that it�s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I�m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I�ve got to go home
Let me go home
I�m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I�m living someone else�s life
It�s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I�m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I�ve had my run
Baby, I�m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I�ll be home tonight
I�m coming back home
big fat bang
Yesterday we went to Jusco for some groceries. I have this habit of looking into the Famous Amos showcase of ice-cream and i always can't decide which ice-cream to pick and end up at McD. As usual daddy and I-vern will visit Uncle Richard.
But today's see-choosing had caused me much a shock and pain. This big fat small little boy BANGED at me. Banged at my tummy. at my tummy, yes at my tummy. But that is not only my tummy. There is a life in my hidden tummy. #2 is in there and he/she is only 6 months. I almost felt down. Lucky me, lucky me. I didn't, it was like something protecting me and i didn't fall.
Just a second of blackout.
Thank God for all the protection.
Could you imagine what would have happen WHEN BIG, FAT, 1 METRE TALL KIDDO AT THE SPEED OF MAYBE 20KM/J BANGED INTO ME, HURTING THE LEFT SIDE OF MY UPPER HIP AND RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF #2????? AND I FALL DOWN....... :(
i called daddy to come out of Richard's cafe and told him briefly what happened, he searched for the culprit. and of course the culprit and his parents went away...such an irresponsible parents just looking at their son jaw opened. and don't even have the courtesy to apologize to me.
we have never done that, once I-vern touched a lady's hair coz he is amazed by her hairclip and we apologized to the lady so many time, even when she said "it's ok, he is just a baby."
But today's see-choosing had caused me much a shock and pain. This big fat small little boy BANGED at me. Banged at my tummy. at my tummy, yes at my tummy. But that is not only my tummy. There is a life in my hidden tummy. #2 is in there and he/she is only 6 months. I almost felt down. Lucky me, lucky me. I didn't, it was like something protecting me and i didn't fall.
Just a second of blackout.
Thank God for all the protection.
Could you imagine what would have happen WHEN BIG, FAT, 1 METRE TALL KIDDO AT THE SPEED OF MAYBE 20KM/J BANGED INTO ME, HURTING THE LEFT SIDE OF MY UPPER HIP AND RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF #2????? AND I FALL DOWN....... :(
i called daddy to come out of Richard's cafe and told him briefly what happened, he searched for the culprit. and of course the culprit and his parents went away...such an irresponsible parents just looking at their son jaw opened. and don't even have the courtesy to apologize to me.
we have never done that, once I-vern touched a lady's hair coz he is amazed by her hairclip and we apologized to the lady so many time, even when she said "it's ok, he is just a baby."
Close to you by the Carpenters
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around.
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Just like me (Just like me)
They long to be
Close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Wahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Hahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
Lahhhhhhhhhhh, close to you.
stand by me by ben e king
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
i love listening to this song. it's is my childhood favorite
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
i love listening to this song. it's is my childhood favorite
sink, sunk, sunken
Monday, I met a new friend. She is of one Cikgu Jason’s new apprentice. It was like a hit it off of equilibrium at first sight. It was quite funny, the usually lip tight me has so much to talk to her. It is like talking to my elder sister or my siblings. (I do have an elder sister; but she is in heaven now. I never had an opportunity to know my own sister. She left my parents when she is only 3 days old. It was a hard one for my mom).
It is very very very unsually for me to shed tears talking to a “stranger”. Especially, first time meeting. I know I am very emotional at times but shedding tears at first meeting was unusual to me.
Today, I learned that I am very lucky. I have always been counting my blessing. However, this is an exceptional day.
It was a very awakening meeting with her. Suddenly, I realized that I am assembling my lost and loose soul. Today she told me things that I knew I wasn’t doing right and that I knew it long ago and I am letting this doing sunk deeper and deeper in me.( Not that I am a naughty or an evil person) But the wrong doing that I am sinking myself in is I am not being myself.
She even tells me what am being Me, Myself all about... psychic – nye…scary oo… I hope she is not supernatural. Maybe she is fully practicing the sense of “Vibration” in good use.
In less than 3 hours, she is telling me a lot of about myself…woooooooo
SO what is all about being myself that I am not releasing in good use and let the negative traits sinks me deeper…
1) I am wonderful
2) Analytic
3) Smart
4) Witty
5) Fortunate
6) Learn faster than thunder and lightning
7) Seasoned – meaning mature for my age-lah
8) Career minded – yes, my mom have been questioning for these 2 years, “ What had happened to you? Please wake up!!” SO YOU COULD IMAGINE NOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?
9) Talented
10) Multi-skilled
11) Confident
12) I am beautiful??? Really??? She said I have beautiful features and eyes…kembang-nye
And so many more
As I think back, perhaps; no, maybe; no, Ok! absolutely, that she is right that I am sinking my self in an unknown world. With all the skills, talent, etc I should be somewhere reaching my goals and not at where I am today. Hiding myself and giving nuisance excuse to my own architecture-d blockage.
Well I have gone through many ups and downs the last 3 years. I am picking up very fast. I climbed back fast. I drop fast. Heck ... I never really drop, just that I felt very lethargic at times. Lack of some sense of energy or drive. Maybe, I have never try hard enough or just simple lost hope, maybe, like what she said, I lay all my responsibilities to my husband’s shoulders. Well, indeed, very irresponsible of me. (Hey, sometimes you just can’t help it when you have a husband who pampers you a lot).
So is being myself so IMPORTANT???
Today I am going to answer this question, BEING MYSELF IS VERY IMPORTANT.
It is very important because;
1) I can lead comfortable life.
2) I want to make a lot of money so that I can have all the material things I want in life.
3) So that my parents can have a good retirement phase. They have sacrificed a lot to put food on the table, to pay for my expenses; they gave me a lot care and love to raise me. I want them to have a landed property, so that they no longer need to climb up 5-storey to reach home.
4) So that my children can have all the necessity in life and material that will help enhance their skills to be a better person mentally, spiritually and intellectually.
5) So that I can help those less fortunate. With more money I can help more people. Give back more to the society. And make the world a better place for living
Stand by me.
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we’ll see
Oh I won’t be afraid
Oh I won’t be afraid
Let the song begin
Thank you for not giving up on me.
Thank you for trusting me.
Thank you for standing by me.
Thank you for your encouragement
Thank you for the silence moment you grant me.
Thank you for walking by my side.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for not doing anything and letting me do it myself.
After I left Jason’s place that day, I asked is that small little blockage that caused me to sink, be sunk and sunken???
---I never answered that question, until, Tuesday midnight. It was 12.30 am. My childhood friend, well her name is Sum Wan not someone .hehehe. send an SMS informing me of her wedding in November. As I have expected it since early this year.
We text each another, and of course we kepoh!!! And she sends me this, “after so long being friends, of course we know each others habits, bad habits and character”
Guess I have been sinking long enough till no one realizes I am not being myself. Or perhaps, they are still standing by me.
Sometimes I doubt myself could it be not a blockage and just because I have been pregnant that makes me very emotionally unstable or unfocused???
BUT, those are just mere excuses for being pregnant and makes me emotionally unstable and unfocused.
I have learned a lot that makes me stand who I am today. I believe that damn little blockage is self-architectured and is not due to my pregnancy. Even without the pregnancy the blockage is there….
I really want to bang my head against the wall. Heck. Small little things can block me? It is just as tiny as a cyst and not even any tumor or hemorrhage.
Since I can’t change things, so I need to replace it….hello… I can’t replace a human being, right??? How-leh???
I just hated to wear a mask and not being me. That is not very ME.
It is a failure of communication…
Guess I need to stay-put for another 4 months before I can move anything…
Unless I deliver early ehheheheeeeeeee…
But #2 is only 24 weeks now wor… o.0
One thing my new friend aka jie jie mentioned to me…
I am sinking this damn blockage in me because I love my husband a lot…sometimes love is acquired in many different ways. And it needs sacrifices…….WAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! This is serious then…so I go tell my husband I don’t want “love”, I just want to move-OUT!!!! And clear the damn blockage out of my way!!! Lead our own life!!!
Maybe I am too much in control…sorry I am not a dictator. There are time you just need peace of mind and no interference.
You know I just wanted my own space; I need privacy; I am a very sel-F_I_S_H person. I don’t like to share my stuff with other people i.e interference from ‘other’ people. I don’t like people come and tell me this and that, touch my stuff, peep my stuff,… I just want a moment in time.
Is this wrong?
Sumwan also asked me why I have not organized any gathering since I married.
HAHHHAAHAHAH!!!
Big JOKE – lo.
I wish too, have my friends hang at my place, have nice home cooked and baked food, have cuppa coffee and tea, have a good laugh, good chat, good busybodying, and all the privacy.
BUT NOT NOW!! Very SOON!!!
Daddy promised we’ll have our own place after delivery of #2.
So having our own place means a lot to me and daddy.
NO MORE PEEPING EYES!!!NO MORE NOISES!!!
Just a moment in time…hehehe…
So I-vern can have his own play place. I can buy more bulky toys for him. Can paste drawings on the wall. Can have my own studies. My own kitchen, all to myself. can cook whatever food that I like…yummy… lamb chop and beef steak…MY own TV. I-vern can watch his children’s DVD all the time. No more this and that, don’t touch for I-vern. He can jump and climb as he likes….Daddy can relax after work. No one commanding daddy for this and that…whoa…
Popo and yee yee can come overnight.
And most importantly, no one can scream at my children. I don’t like the idea of suka-suka some people like to be headmaster to my kids…heck you who you think you are???
Don’t come and show-off how good your parenting skills are. ok…go get yourself a kiddo.
I hate people who like to show-off their parenting skills to my kids. Especially screaming and commanding at my toddler. Hey, he is only 1 year old. You, yourself don’t even have discipline. Forget about being a commando to him. Furthermore, you are not his daddy!!! Go far far away la…fark you!!!
Just another resonance of lazymummy
no one was hurt during this process. Don’t worry. Be happy. Stay jolly.
*so what if someone from this plc reads this?? i dont care much!!!
It is very very very unsually for me to shed tears talking to a “stranger”. Especially, first time meeting. I know I am very emotional at times but shedding tears at first meeting was unusual to me.
Today, I learned that I am very lucky. I have always been counting my blessing. However, this is an exceptional day.
It was a very awakening meeting with her. Suddenly, I realized that I am assembling my lost and loose soul. Today she told me things that I knew I wasn’t doing right and that I knew it long ago and I am letting this doing sunk deeper and deeper in me.( Not that I am a naughty or an evil person) But the wrong doing that I am sinking myself in is I am not being myself.
She even tells me what am being Me, Myself all about... psychic – nye…scary oo… I hope she is not supernatural. Maybe she is fully practicing the sense of “Vibration” in good use.
In less than 3 hours, she is telling me a lot of about myself…woooooooo
SO what is all about being myself that I am not releasing in good use and let the negative traits sinks me deeper…
1) I am wonderful
2) Analytic
3) Smart
4) Witty
5) Fortunate
6) Learn faster than thunder and lightning
7) Seasoned – meaning mature for my age-lah
8) Career minded – yes, my mom have been questioning for these 2 years, “ What had happened to you? Please wake up!!” SO YOU COULD IMAGINE NOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?
9) Talented
10) Multi-skilled
11) Confident
12) I am beautiful??? Really??? She said I have beautiful features and eyes…kembang-nye
And so many more
As I think back, perhaps; no, maybe; no, Ok! absolutely, that she is right that I am sinking my self in an unknown world. With all the skills, talent, etc I should be somewhere reaching my goals and not at where I am today. Hiding myself and giving nuisance excuse to my own architecture-d blockage.
Well I have gone through many ups and downs the last 3 years. I am picking up very fast. I climbed back fast. I drop fast. Heck ... I never really drop, just that I felt very lethargic at times. Lack of some sense of energy or drive. Maybe, I have never try hard enough or just simple lost hope, maybe, like what she said, I lay all my responsibilities to my husband’s shoulders. Well, indeed, very irresponsible of me. (Hey, sometimes you just can’t help it when you have a husband who pampers you a lot).
So is being myself so IMPORTANT???
Today I am going to answer this question, BEING MYSELF IS VERY IMPORTANT.
It is very important because;
1) I can lead comfortable life.
2) I want to make a lot of money so that I can have all the material things I want in life.
3) So that my parents can have a good retirement phase. They have sacrificed a lot to put food on the table, to pay for my expenses; they gave me a lot care and love to raise me. I want them to have a landed property, so that they no longer need to climb up 5-storey to reach home.
4) So that my children can have all the necessity in life and material that will help enhance their skills to be a better person mentally, spiritually and intellectually.
5) So that I can help those less fortunate. With more money I can help more people. Give back more to the society. And make the world a better place for living
Stand by me.
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we’ll see
Oh I won’t be afraid
Oh I won’t be afraid
Let the song begin
Thank you for not giving up on me.
Thank you for trusting me.
Thank you for standing by me.
Thank you for your encouragement
Thank you for the silence moment you grant me.
Thank you for walking by my side.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for not doing anything and letting me do it myself.
After I left Jason’s place that day, I asked is that small little blockage that caused me to sink, be sunk and sunken???
---I never answered that question, until, Tuesday midnight. It was 12.30 am. My childhood friend, well her name is Sum Wan not someone .hehehe. send an SMS informing me of her wedding in November. As I have expected it since early this year.
We text each another, and of course we kepoh!!! And she sends me this, “after so long being friends, of course we know each others habits, bad habits and character”
Guess I have been sinking long enough till no one realizes I am not being myself. Or perhaps, they are still standing by me.
Sometimes I doubt myself could it be not a blockage and just because I have been pregnant that makes me very emotionally unstable or unfocused???
BUT, those are just mere excuses for being pregnant and makes me emotionally unstable and unfocused.
I have learned a lot that makes me stand who I am today. I believe that damn little blockage is self-architectured and is not due to my pregnancy. Even without the pregnancy the blockage is there….
I really want to bang my head against the wall. Heck. Small little things can block me? It is just as tiny as a cyst and not even any tumor or hemorrhage.
Since I can’t change things, so I need to replace it….hello… I can’t replace a human being, right??? How-leh???
I just hated to wear a mask and not being me. That is not very ME.
It is a failure of communication…
Guess I need to stay-put for another 4 months before I can move anything…
Unless I deliver early ehheheheeeeeeee…
But #2 is only 24 weeks now wor… o.0
One thing my new friend aka jie jie mentioned to me…
I am sinking this damn blockage in me because I love my husband a lot…sometimes love is acquired in many different ways. And it needs sacrifices…….WAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! This is serious then…so I go tell my husband I don’t want “love”, I just want to move-OUT!!!! And clear the damn blockage out of my way!!! Lead our own life!!!
Maybe I am too much in control…sorry I am not a dictator. There are time you just need peace of mind and no interference.
You know I just wanted my own space; I need privacy; I am a very sel-F_I_S_H person. I don’t like to share my stuff with other people i.e interference from ‘other’ people. I don’t like people come and tell me this and that, touch my stuff, peep my stuff,… I just want a moment in time.
Is this wrong?
Sumwan also asked me why I have not organized any gathering since I married.
HAHHHAAHAHAH!!!
Big JOKE – lo.
I wish too, have my friends hang at my place, have nice home cooked and baked food, have cuppa coffee and tea, have a good laugh, good chat, good busybodying, and all the privacy.
BUT NOT NOW!! Very SOON!!!
Daddy promised we’ll have our own place after delivery of #2.
So having our own place means a lot to me and daddy.
NO MORE PEEPING EYES!!!NO MORE NOISES!!!
Just a moment in time…hehehe…
So I-vern can have his own play place. I can buy more bulky toys for him. Can paste drawings on the wall. Can have my own studies. My own kitchen, all to myself. can cook whatever food that I like…yummy… lamb chop and beef steak…MY own TV. I-vern can watch his children’s DVD all the time. No more this and that, don’t touch for I-vern. He can jump and climb as he likes….Daddy can relax after work. No one commanding daddy for this and that…whoa…
Popo and yee yee can come overnight.
And most importantly, no one can scream at my children. I don’t like the idea of suka-suka some people like to be headmaster to my kids…heck you who you think you are???
Don’t come and show-off how good your parenting skills are. ok…go get yourself a kiddo.
I hate people who like to show-off their parenting skills to my kids. Especially screaming and commanding at my toddler. Hey, he is only 1 year old. You, yourself don’t even have discipline. Forget about being a commando to him. Furthermore, you are not his daddy!!! Go far far away la…fark you!!!
Just another resonance of lazymummy
no one was hurt during this process. Don’t worry. Be happy. Stay jolly.
*so what if someone from this plc reads this?? i dont care much!!!
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Your Horoscope for SEPTEMBER 26, 2007
Don't let another day go by without patting yourself on the back for being the incredible person you are, ng. It could be that you are constantly striving for perfection, but never satisfied with all the work you've done and the person you really are. Remember that the cleanliness of your house is not a reflection of the cleanliness of your soul. Give yourself a break.
Don't let another day go by without patting yourself on the back for being the incredible person you are, ng. It could be that you are constantly striving for perfection, but never satisfied with all the work you've done and the person you really are. Remember that the cleanliness of your house is not a reflection of the cleanliness of your soul. Give yourself a break.
Friday, September 14, 2007
NOISE or NOISES???
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This article is about noise as in sound. For other uses, see Noise (disambiguation).
In common use the word noise means unwanted sound or noise pollution. In electronics noise can refer to the electronic signal corresponding to acoustic noise (in an audio system) or the electronic signal corresponding to the (visual) noise commonly seen as 'snow' on a degraded television or video image. In signal processing or computing it can be considered data without meaning; that is, data that is not being used to transmit a signal, but is simply produced as an unwanted by-product of other activities. In Information Theory, however, noise is still considered to be information. In a broader sense, film grain or even advertisements in web pages can be considered noise.
Noise can block, distort, or change the meaning of a message in both human and electronic communication.
In many of these areas, the special case of thermal noise arises, which sets a fundamental lower limit to what can be measured or signaled and is related to basic physical processes at the molecular level described by well known simple formulae.
so the noise to me today is/are the damn N_O_I_S_E, the %^$%%& make and it is bloody anoying.
• Ten things you didn't know about Wikipedia •
Jump to: navigation, search
This article is about noise as in sound. For other uses, see Noise (disambiguation).
In common use the word noise means unwanted sound or noise pollution. In electronics noise can refer to the electronic signal corresponding to acoustic noise (in an audio system) or the electronic signal corresponding to the (visual) noise commonly seen as 'snow' on a degraded television or video image. In signal processing or computing it can be considered data without meaning; that is, data that is not being used to transmit a signal, but is simply produced as an unwanted by-product of other activities. In Information Theory, however, noise is still considered to be information. In a broader sense, film grain or even advertisements in web pages can be considered noise.
Noise can block, distort, or change the meaning of a message in both human and electronic communication.
In many of these areas, the special case of thermal noise arises, which sets a fundamental lower limit to what can be measured or signaled and is related to basic physical processes at the molecular level described by well known simple formulae.
so the noise to me today is/are the damn N_O_I_S_E, the %^$%%& make and it is bloody anoying.
Why i can't choose not to speak?
why can i work in peace?
do you think that i am a chatter box?
sorry, you are wrong.
I like to work in the comfort of peace and choose not to speak.
i opt to choose not to be a chatter box to a puppeteer.
MAY YOU BE WELL AND HAPPY!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
what daddy do to make money$$$$ v1
Yesterday, when i send the lil' kiddo to nanny's place, nanny suddenly pop-up this question.
Nanny:I-vern daddy is busy,ah? I haven't seen him for sometime?
Mummy: Yes, a bit busy-lah these few weeks. Home late and sometimes need to go for those Golf tournament.
Nanny: oh...he is salesman oh,?salesman need to do alot of entertainment geh.
Mummy:yalor, normal-lo, cari makan mah
Nanny:he sells what actually??
alamak aunty you jaga kiddo so long chor still don't know what daddy sell hahahah. daddy sell people's meat geh aunty, lol joking!!!
daddy sells this
, this 
, this 
, this 
, this 
SO WHAT is daddy selling????
tell you in next chapter
Nanny:I-vern daddy is busy,ah? I haven't seen him for sometime?
Mummy: Yes, a bit busy-lah these few weeks. Home late and sometimes need to go for those Golf tournament.
Nanny: oh...he is salesman oh,?salesman need to do alot of entertainment geh.
Mummy:yalor, normal-lo, cari makan mah
Nanny:he sells what actually??
alamak aunty you jaga kiddo so long chor still don't know what daddy sell hahahah. daddy sell people's meat geh aunty, lol joking!!!
daddy sells this
, this 
, this 
, this 
, this 
SO WHAT is daddy selling????
tell you in next chapter
d' super tornado kiddo is back~~~argh!!!!!!!
this time he over screwed my 6 years old ever loyal spec!!!!!
the kiddo is really a tough fella>>>he over turn my high end spec. the spec is near RM700 could u imagine the quality of the spec???
the spec's is like a broken leg now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh no camera to snap snap to show evidence...camera phone kong also becoz of him
:(
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
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~~~twinkle twinkle little star
~~~how i wander what you are >>> teaches you the answer to your academic wander
~~~up above the sky so high >>> bridging you to your star
~~~like a diamond in the sky >>> making you a diamond in your class
~~~twinkle twinkle little star
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~~~how i wander what you are >>> teaches you the answer to your academic wander
~~~up above the sky so high >>> bridging you to your star
~~~like a diamond in the sky >>> making you a diamond in your class
~~~twinkle twinkle little star
Call Caren @ 017 318 63 82 for the shining star formula
~~little star~~~little star
lil' kiddo loves singing (babbling) ~~little star ~~~little star~~~
he will make me repeat and repeat and repeat.
so everyday we go
~~~twinkle twinkle little star
~~~how i wander what you are
~~~up above the sky so high
~~~like a diamond in the sky
~~~twinkle twinkle little star
while singing to him he will move both his hand and do twinkle star with his fingers...
heheheh!!!
i wander when will he plug the diamond for me..dream dream
tornado kiddo~~~~
September 11, 2007. 9.30am
Aft
er daddy left for work at 9.00am.
a tornado kiddo~~~~ has strike his daddy and mommy's room...................
All the king's horses and man couldn't put it together again>>>>>
he ransack his mommy's books.
he tore his animal pop-up book.
he throw out the 'bajus'.
and he laughs hysterically because he is d' super tornado kiddo!!!!!!!
d' super tornado kiddo is worst than the Stitch in his Mummy!!!!!!!!!!
Aft
er daddy left for work at 9.00am.a tornado kiddo~~~~ has strike his daddy and mommy's room...................
All the king's horses and man couldn't put it together again>>>>>
he ransack his mommy's books.
he tore his animal pop-up book.
he throw out the 'bajus'.
and he laughs hysterically because he is d' super tornado kiddo!!!!!!!
d' super tornado kiddo is worst than the Stitch in his Mummy!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
our own ~illusion prison
Dear ng,
Here is your Friday story,
Batting My Eyelashes at You
A baby camel asked his mother, "Why do we have such large hoofs on our feet?"
She turned to him. "God made us that way for a very special reason," and she began her explanation. "The big hoofs are to keep us from sinking into the sand."
"Oh! So why do we have long eyelashes?"
"It's to protect our eyes from the sand."
"Why the big humps?"
"That is to store fat and have enough energy to go long distances in the hot desert!"
"I see!" The baby camel stretched his neck and looked up at his mother, "The big hoofs are to keep from sinking into the sand, the long eyelashes are to keep the sand out of our eyes, and the humps are to store energy to travel long distances...then what are we doing in this cage in the middle of a zoo?"
Like the camel, I had asked the same kind of questions. When my blindness set in, I initially locked myself in a cage of self-pity and bitterness.
Weary from pacing within that gloomy cage, something nudged me to see beyond my circumstance and unfortunate plight.
Heavens! What was I thinking? Those bars were self-imposed. But worst of all, I'd supported them with the cold metal of my negative attitude.
Eventually, eagerness to leave my stuffy cell of discontent prompted me to open my ears to hear a reassuring whisper - God had created me for much more.
Itching to break free, I broke down those bars and stepped out into the desert of life. I trudged through the heat with determination and drive. I endured the blistering sun with perseverance and tenacity. I quenched my thirst with fresh inspiration and encouragement. And the hooves of confidence kept me from sinking into the sand of insecurity.
Thinking ahead, I made sure I'd stored a healthy supply of wisdom and positive attitude to take me through the long haul.
Goodness gracious. Each time I reached another point in my journey, my eyes saw a whole new world with opportunities to make a difference. Best of all, I was delighted with the affirmation that I was indeed created for much more!
Bars come in all sizes and shapes. Some are physical; others are emotional or even mental. But none can withstand the force of determination that breaks them down. The effort is worth it and the results, simply amazing!
So, batting my long eyelashes to keep out the sand of discouragement, I challenge you: Step back and peek at what bars limit you. Take a deep breath, break them down, and emerge into the freshness of a new life.
Janet Perez Eckles
Janet Perez Eckles lacks physical sight, but uses her insight to impart inspirational messages across the country. She's a freelance writer, and contributor to seven books including the Chicken Soup for the Soul series. She authored "Trials of Today, Treasures For Tomorrow: Overcoming Adversities in Life." To visit her website please go to: www.janetperezeckles.comThursday, September 06, 2007
why i wana do the mantra??why?whhhY?wHyyy? ver 2.0
becoz i wana earn RM15,000.00 per month and more eyyeyeyeyeyeyyeye
Why i want so much money.
1) i want to move out of this 'plc' ASAP!!!
2) have my own hub
3) 1 kiddo is RM1,000.00 per month
4) so 2 kiddo is how much ??? 2X RM1,000.00 = RM2,000.00 you know la
5) 1 SLK (small little kelisa) =RM600 per month. petrol leh??toll leh??? that is only small little kelisa not even SLK Merc. You know.
6)Household leh>? haven't calculate.
7) food??? 1 happy meal is RM8.61 that is only McAyam . SO 4 happy meal X RM8.61=????
8)most importantly is KNN i don't want puppeteer around me orchestrating my kids in favor to their gains........!!!!!!!#&^&)(*&(&(^
9) you think is nice ah to have ppl this and that ngam ngam cham cham kiki kat kat around u????KNN
u think what.???Kit Kat advertisement meh?????
FULAMAK!!!keep calm, may all the best virtue be with me...may i be well and happy and most important ly is MAY YOU BE WELL AND HAPPY
Why i want so much money.
1) i want to move out of this 'plc' ASAP!!!
2) have my own hub
3) 1 kiddo is RM1,000.00 per month
4) so 2 kiddo is how much ??? 2X RM1,000.00 = RM2,000.00 you know la
5) 1 SLK (small little kelisa) =RM600 per month. petrol leh??toll leh??? that is only small little kelisa not even SLK Merc. You know.
6)Household leh>? haven't calculate.
7) food??? 1 happy meal is RM8.61 that is only McAyam . SO 4 happy meal X RM8.61=????
8)most importantly is KNN i don't want puppeteer around me orchestrating my kids in favor to their gains........!!!!!!!#&^&)(*&(&(^
9) you think is nice ah to have ppl this and that ngam ngam cham cham kiki kat kat around u????KNN
u think what.???Kit Kat advertisement meh?????
FULAMAK!!!keep calm, may all the best virtue be with me...may i be well and happy and most important ly is MAY YOU BE WELL AND HAPPY
courage...
courage
Dear ng,
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damn u c2pit puppeteer
Wah!!! You think that you are such a professional puppeteer? In your dreams-la.
DON'T come and show your skill to me!! niaseng.
GO DO IT TO YOUR OWN KIDS OK!!!!
it such a hypocrite act to see someone doing that.
what have you got to show. he is mine not yours ok.
do it again see how i tapau u!!!!
Frankly, i personally look down on hypocrite like you.
May you be well and happy!!!!
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
why i wana do the mantra??why?whhhY?wHyyy? ver 1.0
Actually,i learned this M-A-N-T-R-A long long ago with cikgu.
Being me is, u know esok-lusa kind of thing. Yes, ok, i am a professional procrastinator.
I would always tell myself, "let me compile all the elements, this and that...." and the stories go ons for ages, many many moon etc.
Perhaps, i am not momentousness enough? I don't know?
Well, anyway is time to turnover a new leaves. Enough of dry coughing, talk only, bilibala kilikulu.
Let's do it and achieve all that i wanted!!!!
die, fail mai fail lo, so what better than nothing done, nothing achieved, nothing gained.
So, today onwards,
"I AM FAST, I AM EFFICIENT, I RELIABLE, I AM ACCOUNTABLE"
FULAMAK!!!!
i woke up 7.30 to do this you know, that is not very me.
nevermind, from now onwards see the stich in me...hehehehehhe. i am home once again.
Being me is, u know esok-lusa kind of thing. Yes, ok, i am a professional procrastinator.
I would always tell myself, "let me compile all the elements, this and that...." and the stories go ons for ages, many many moon etc.
Perhaps, i am not momentousness enough? I don't know?
Well, anyway is time to turnover a new leaves. Enough of dry coughing, talk only, bilibala kilikulu.
Let's do it and achieve all that i wanted!!!!
die, fail mai fail lo, so what better than nothing done, nothing achieved, nothing gained.
So, today onwards,
"I AM FAST, I AM EFFICIENT, I RELIABLE, I AM ACCOUNTABLE"
FULAMAK!!!!
i woke up 7.30 to do this you know, that is not very me.
nevermind, from now onwards see the stich in me...hehehehehhe. i am home once again.
a cuppa mantra a day helps make my life a lot more wholesome, healthier, wealthier and abundance :P
ok let's do this:- the science of getting rich (SGR)
~ I'm so GRATEFUL for my body. It's treated me so well over the years & is aging gracefully.
~I'm happy with the way I look.
~I am happy & grateful for having such an incredible family; for a spouse that loves me & for kids that are simple wonderful.
~I'm grateful being born me;
*for my house(A PLOT OF LAND WITH PLENTY OF ROOM FOR EXPANSION),
* car (MERZ B200 T),
*family, health & for the feeling of joy which I pursue each & everyday.
~ I'm GRATEFUL now that I am earning RM15,000.00 per month.
~I have a job I love, a career that I'm good at. (TUTORING & COACHING)
~I can have the flexibility to work & juggle between my kids, family & work.
~I can afford anything I want for myself & my family.(FU-YOH, EVERY YEAR GO OVERSEAS HOLIDAY)
~I'm so happy & grateful now that money comes to me in ever increasing quantities, through multiple sources of income on a continuous basis.
~I believe my talents will hep me earn more INCOME.
~I WILL HAVE RM1,000,000.00 IN MY BANK ACCOUNT IN 2012.
~ I'm so GRATEFUL for my body. It's treated me so well over the years & is aging gracefully.
~I'm happy with the way I look.
~I am happy & grateful for having such an incredible family; for a spouse that loves me & for kids that are simple wonderful.
~I'm grateful being born me;
*for my house(A PLOT OF LAND WITH PLENTY OF ROOM FOR EXPANSION),
* car (MERZ B200 T),
*family, health & for the feeling of joy which I pursue each & everyday.
~ I'm GRATEFUL now that I am earning RM15,000.00 per month.
~I have a job I love, a career that I'm good at. (TUTORING & COACHING)
~I can have the flexibility to work & juggle between my kids, family & work.
~I can afford anything I want for myself & my family.(FU-YOH, EVERY YEAR GO OVERSEAS HOLIDAY)
~I'm so happy & grateful now that money comes to me in ever increasing quantities, through multiple sources of income on a continuous basis.
~I believe my talents will hep me earn more INCOME.
~I WILL HAVE RM1,000,000.00 IN MY BANK ACCOUNT IN 2012.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Negaraku...
Merdeka!!!Merdeka!!Merdeka!!!
Hubby and yeh-yeh have been teaching I-vern to say Merdeka!!!Merdeka!!!Merdeka!!! since last week..
We brought back 2 Malaysia flag from our trip to hubby's co. family day trip.
since then lil' mons has been happily playing and waving with the flag everyday when he comes back from nanny's place.
I-vern has started mimicking daddy and yeh-yeh Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!
with his own version of baby babbling ~~er-de-ka~~er-de-ka~~er-de-ka~~
heheh, guess can start teaching him more about Malaysia soon so that he will have a better understanding what is Merdeka all about.
I remembered how i had gone through all the piles of history book of our country's Merdeka...
Well frankly, i was once a bookworm.
Anyway, i have so many many many reason to love Malaysia.
1) it had given me the opportunity of a peaceful nation...those &(*&(*^ story of our nationhood sometimes are not properly reflected...well just be rational lo..
2) education opportunity and of coz learning is lifelong process...we are alot luckier than other countries u know.. well if you don't like it here then move on lo.... dont just mengada-ngada and kucar-kacir keadaan...find ur own solution la...theng!!!
3) i love the food!!!!!!
hahaha ~ where else can u find mamak stall or eateries operating 24 hours leh???
4) i love the language..it's beautiful..ppl from all walks of life could just understand you ... u think other plc get the same thing meh>????where????
5) em... so many things la... :usage of "lah, etc other expression which is a symbolic of our language"
fullamak...terror nya....
hahahhaha
the one and only one thing i dont like is W-H-Y do we have to pay tolls?????????????????????????
it's very very taxing u know...
name for bb #2 if is a girl..
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